Bush - Swallowed Lyrics Meaning

It's 10 a.m. after a binge of drugs and you are at a bus stop thinking to yourself in a moment of sober reflection, where you are caught between the age old desire to feel normal and keep using and the life-destroying consequences that those actions have. This song is like a manic line of thinking that an addict has when they are still coming down, and they are starting to presuppose the idea that they are in over their head.