Eminem - Evil Deeds Lyrics Meaning

he's technically saying that he is sorry. but isn't sure what he did. and he's never met his dad. he didn't know that he would grow up to be his mother's evil son and do a lot of bad deeds. and he doesn't care if he's a white person doing niger's work (rapping). He's wondering about all these different things like "why am I so misunderstood" and "why do I get into my mom's bull shi#". and how it sucks

How his dad was never there for him. And how his mom was a dope atic and how he would hate to have it as bad as Mr. Mathers.

And when christmas came he had no presents from santa and wondered what he did wrong and life is like a faris marry go round and he need strength to keep going.