Puscifer - Horizons Lyrics Meaning

Definitely about his mother but also I think it's about cocaine being the dust devil taking away someone probably a girlfriend who got all zombie or Dracula.D out or strung out to the point of being basically dead or might as well be ash and urn compared to the playful person he once knew what's left of you after drug addiction..or could be a self reflection..lots of these songs are about recovery in some way or another.