Senses Fail - Let It Enfold You Lyrics Meaning

So you can fake everything you are, because you can always hide in a lie and pretend your everything that your not, and that you show you care, but you really don’t, your just selfish, and your after everything you wanted to be, but you can keep making promises to yourself about things that you want to change, but something will always inhibit me from making a change to those I pretend to care about, and I can fake life by going with the flow but I live my live through the night and the influence of substances and won’t let the past be past, but I can never keep the ghost from holding the rope around my neck, so I’m hopeless