Lil Uzi Vert - XO TOUR Llif3 Lyrics Meaning

He has always messed with Brit and she has been through a lot with him so he finally took her serious and was her man and she fucked around on him. They both have a past like that, but this time it hurt cuz he really thought she was maybe the one true person in his life that loved him no matter what and was loyal but she let him down. He remembers her acting funny and it's all adding up and he tries to get over it but it's really fucking with him. He's gotta remind himself of how rich and blessed he is but all his life he has thought money would be all that mattered and it's fucking with his whole universe that all his material possessions aren't shit, compared to this pain. He is so distraught he turns to drugs but when they don't work he begs and prays for something to please take away his pain.

She wants him to give her another shot but he is afraid what he'll end up doing to her if she fucks up again and she says she's not afraid to take the risk of death to be around him. But ultimately he just can't let himself get hurt like that again and get that sad or close to the edge. He knows he can't handle another heart break. And then it hits him.... all his friends are dead. So to him she's dead, and so are all the other people that lied and betrayed him. All those that let him down are dead to him and whenever he feels himself weakening he just repeats "pushed me to the edge, all my friends are dead" till he believes it again.