NF - Mansion Lyrics Meaning

He refers his mind as a mansion and each room has a different memory like one is when his mom passed away and another one is when he got abused by his mother’s boyfriend.

He mentions how he is stuck in his own conscience, but he can leave at any moment he just need to open up show what he feels and ask people to help him but he is scared, scared because he thinks that people are going to hurt him more than he already is.

People try to avoid what they feel they try to distract themselves to not think about but let's be honest it never works.

this is a lot about repression

Nf always had a bad relationship with his mom because she was addicted to opioid or pills but when he realised his mom was dying and he felt guilty for not answering the phone and not spending time with his mom.

He is scared to let anyone open the door to his emotions.