Staind - Epiphany Lyrics Meaning

I kinda realate to this song, "It's always rainning in my head" I always think of something 24 hours(now that could be normal, but oh well)"I talk to you like children". I say the words "poop" or "pee" inapropriately(note, I'm 12! That's words meant for 5 year olds),"I want attension, yet I always try to hide" I post like one video in YT, then like a bgillion months pass by and I upload 3-4 videos. And also, I love my family(the floor is floor)yet I go into a room alone with my phone playing games and watching videos. I know that's wrong, but I do anyways "I try to pay attension, but your words always dissaper" when I'm at school, I look around the classroom not paying attension to anything/one. And I am now admitting to it by saying "sorry, I wasn't paying attension", now I'm not saying "oh look at me, a DANSIL IN DESTRESS, ooooh. Feed me grapes and tell me a fairytale!". What I'm saying is I realate to this song.(adbrupt ending joke insert here)